ajiav33



The Balloon Holocaust

There is no good reason for anyone to have a blog. I wanted one so that I could collect web links that I like and practice writing a little bit, but it also makes for a passive way to communicate with friends. I am a 25 year old university student living in Missouri. According to the Myers-Briggs personality tests, which satisfy astrological impulses without resorting to animal metaphors, I am an INFP. My birthday is December 27th, and to resort to animal metaphors, that makes me a Capricorn. One of my favorite movies is Ikiru, which doesn't have any samurai in it. My favorite music is difficult to pin down, because I love it all. I spend more time on hip-hop than anything, but some other artists I like include R.D. Burman, Saint Etienne, Junior Brown, and Charles Mingus. In 'art' music my favorite composers are Varese and John Cage. Most of the books I read revolve around three or four subjects: Mysticism, Film, and History. I am fond of historical biographies and autobiographies. Individual decision and action initiates change, but it is the unified force of everybody pulling together that ultimately impacts the world.

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1.17.2008
Power friend growing Future

Amazing!

 

Superb!

 

 

This is super plus good!

 

(secret message included)

Posted at 1/17/2008 7:49:04 pm by Balloonholo
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12.9.2007
An Entry

An entry. 

Taking up some space and some time to tell you that we are undergoing an ice storm.

Hope the power doesn't go out.

 

Posted at 12/9/2007 4:14:57 pm by Balloonholo
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8.21.2007
The Blog

This is an old blog I had when I was younger, it was useful for developing my writing skills.  I keep it alive by posting some of my current blogs from elsewhere, and for preserving links that I find useful. 

 

Even though many of my older blog writings are clearly bad (hey ---some of my new ones, too), I am happy to be able to look them over and see where I was at back then.   Don't take them too seriously. 

Posted at 8/21/2007 8:35:35 pm by Balloonholo
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7.10.2007
Oldies Radio Revolution

I.

 

When I first started at my current job, the girl in the cubicle next to me always had the oldies station on.  Over the next six months (i.e. until the girl transferred out), I got real familiar with the thirty or so songs that oldies stations play.

 

There are certain songs I never want to hear again:  anything by Paul Simon, for instance, and "Kodakchrome" (sp?) in particular.  I have a hard time believing Simon & Garfunkle were as big as is indicated by current oldies station playlists.  You hear Paul Simon-related material more than you hear the Beatles, for instance.  Does that jive with your understanding of pop culture history?     

 

History is always inaccurate.  It is colored by the tastes, expectations, and perceptions of the present to the extent that any historical event is given additional and alternate meanings by each successive generation, and further interpretations are afforded by the varied perspectives of individuals within those generations.  Historical perspectives may be further influenced by the perceptions and experiences of various social groups, such as those defined by race, economic status, education, etc., or combinations thereof.   

 

It is faulty, then, to assume that oldies stations will have much concern for historical accuracy.  Their interests are profit-based, and so must play into a current mainstream interpretation of musical history.  This is why the very definition of "oldies" music keeps changing ---it seems obvious on the one hand that the 1970s (and soon the 1980s) have become "oldies"; time passes and music, like the people who listen to it, becomes old.  What is less noticed is that, as the '70s take over "oldies" radio, the 1960s and the '50s are pushed out. 

 

The music of the 1950s did not stop being old.  It should still be considered "oldies," right?  Wrong:  the people who grew up listening to that music are, through age and death, consistently decreasing in terms of their purchasing power and so oldies stations must accomodate for older people who can still be effectively marketed to.  So "oldies" as a marketing term is not so loosely defined as "that which is old."  It is a fluid term that refers more to the generalized listening habits of specific age and cultural segments of the population.     

 

To follow up this last point, it is limited not just by time period but by the dominant tastes and perceptions of that age group.  Young people mistakenly assume that rock n' roll was the only form of popular music back then.  This is not accurate, it is just the style that is of greatest interest to the age group in question and therefore what will be most represented on mainstream outlets.  There was a high representation of MOR music in the 1960s that is frequently forgotten, due to the fact that it tended to appeal to the older people of the time, when there was still an effort to market to older people in mainstream channels.  The young people of that generation, today's "oldies" listeners, tend to perceive that music as corny or without substance, and so it is rarely referred to in mainstream nostalgic outlets.

 

We also note that racial minorities are under-represented, with African-American music being of primary significance.  There are certain artists that are permitted to appear ---pre-Riot period Sly Stone, for instance --- but not to a level that is commensurate with African-American presence and influence in popular music history.  Again, this is in keeping with the tastes and interests of the dominant cultural group of that generation.   

 

This demonstrates the way that this generalized, radio-friendly representation of musical history can then become accepted history ---when the subsequent generations, through unfamiliarity with the subject, accept the marketed definition of "oldies" as an accurate representation of all old music.  As long as access to information is controlled or limited, people's understanding and knowledge are similarly constrained.     

 

II.

 

The previous discussion also brings attention to the way that audiences had become increasingly classified and categorized up through the 1990s.  Radio outlets were known in the 1980s for being divided into "top 40," "oldies," "adult contemporary," or "urban," each representing a codeword for certain segments of the population.  This categorization began to break down in the 1990s when, with the advent of the internet, individuals became increasingly in control of what and when they wanted to hear, thus defying the categories they were previously forced to choose from.  This hasn't reached its full impact yet, since young people have a more instinctual awareness of new technologies, but the established recording and radio industries have seen the proverbial writing on the wall and are scrambling to deal with this issue, even as they have yet to successfully come to terms with it.

 

There are increased regulations on file-sharing, internet radio, etc., all in an effort to minimize hurt for the established recording industry.  And while I support the idea of supporting your favorite artists, I do not necessarily support the recording industry as a whole.  This is a structure that has historically taken advantage of artists ---this is why I support the internet and the opportunity it provides for artists to publicize and distribute themselves, maximizing their own profits and allowing direct interaction with the fans.  I am writing about it in idealized terms, but surely you can see the potential for a system that beats the old one. 

 

Whether or not the recording industry uses its wealthy connections to influence legislation and regulation is beside the point now.  It is too late.  Technology has rendered the old system obsolete, and to continue trying to preserve the old way of doing things is for the recording industry to continue to fail. 

 

III.

 

I don't know that such changes can exist in isolation, i.e. without ultimately affecting other aspects of society.  Doesn't information give us power, not just in what we buy, but in how we live and govern ourselves?  Think, for instance, of how youtube clips have brought to light the racist remarks of congressmen, or how blogs have succeeded in countering faulty information provided by major news organizations. 

 

There is an overarching trend in that technology has democratized information in ways never seen before, and in a way that cannot be controlled by any single power in what purports to be a democracy.  Now think of this:  Under the auspices of "homeland security," the government now spends an inordinate amount of time monitoring our phone and internet habits.  Think of the way that certain members of the government want to make this completely legal, want to be able to watch the populace by means of the information we access.  It is a struggle between the people and the government over the control of information.  Truly, the phrase "homeland security" has some very sinister connotations.  

 

To state the obvious, our current government seems very corrupt.  Who feels our current government to be the servants of the people?  The increasingly flagrant abuses of power suggest that national interests are being used to justify what pan out to be the self-interests of the very few. 

 

Further, the individuals who are in position to combat these abuses frequently fail to do so with any real effort or effect, in turn suggesting that the problem is systemic.  We desperately need correction, and it doesn't seem to be coming from within our current system.  When the system is sufficiently corrupt, one must work outside the system in order to correct it; new systems must replace the old.  Since technology is beginning to seriously alter the way we deal with the world through a more democratic control of information, it is reasonable to assume that, organically, a more wholly democratic system of government might eventually develop.  It is also likely that those who benefit from the old order will continue to struggle against this change as it becomes more readily apparent. 

 

I don't know if that will require a real, physical revolution...but it might.  Think of the transition to the industrial age, and how this is marked by physical revolution in Europe and elsewhere.  When change happens at too rapid a rate, society is stressed, but it can also be stressed when change happens too slowly.  If change is not allowed to progress at a level equal to that of technology and social readiness, pressure might increase to a point of explosion. 

 

Those who benefit from the current systems are not limited to those in government, but include those who need to continue selling oil, or health insurance.  Technology begs us to progress beyond these industrial-age methods of finding energy and health care, but encounters resistance from the status quo of the powers-that-be. 

 

As long as information is in the hands of the people, we have a chance.... 

Posted at 7/10/2007 11:40:44 pm by Balloonholo
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3.17.2007
Lifeless Matter

Most musicians are imitations and echoes...

Imitations and echoes are without substance. They are not the real thing. Sooner or later, they will run into the perpetual internal depression of an identity crisis. An especially thick-headed type might spend their whole life attempting to "make it" in a field they aren't capable in. Fortunately, there are social structures associated with a musical lifestyle that can keep a person's escapist fantasies alive far longer than is psychologically healthy. Mood- and mind-altering substances are also copious in these environs, a further testament to the escapist nature of these lifestyles.

There are endless faults you can find in these people, but I have realized a use for them. It's true, and I am surprised that I have not written about this before.

Let's say you have some kid who has spent a lot of time learning how to play a musical instrument really well. Or even multiple instruments, it doesn't matter. The important thing to remember is that this person knows how to play, but he doesn't have much depth of character. He doesn't have a lot of perspective, personality, soul, whatever you want to call it. He probably spent his musical career playing in a string of cover bands or "original" bands that were really just copping someone else's style. The parallels are endless: he might go through a perpetual string of hair or fashion choices, relationships, or jobs. All because he failed to correctly identify his own basic function at some pivotal early moment, and this bad decision crippled and colored every subsequent life event.

See, as long as this kid continues to try to devote himself to music, he is doomed to die feeling lonely and depressed, no matter how many people are around him each night to sing along to his rendition of whatever retro song is hip at the moment (99 Luft Balloons, SugarHill Gang, whatever).

Unless---

Until---

...until sooner or later someone comes along who has that soul. Who has that endless amount of creativity ---that magic SPARK--- that is the hallmark of true genius.

Not only do these people have IT ---they are capable of inspiring those around them. And what's more, is that they might sooner or later need some stock musicians to help bring their vision to life.

This is where technically capable people without soul come in handy.

Now you have this lifeless matter over here, on the left. That's our technically capable but personality-less musician friend. Then over here, on the right, you have this Prometheus character. That's our artistic genius. What happens is, Prometheus gets inspired by something or another, and subsequenly he breathes life into the lifeless matter. Thus his inspiration is realized.

It's a bit of an illusion. The lifeless matter seems alive...but really it's just that the breath of Prometheus has possessed the lifeless matter for a time.

If the lifeless matter already had a soul, there would be no room for Prometheus' breath.

Now just because I've thought of a use for some of 'em doesn't mean there's room for all of 'em...

Posted at 3/17/2007 4:39:43 pm by Balloonholo
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2.27.2007
ha ha i'm laughing at you ---oh, i meant with you

Okay, so anyways...

...several posts down you will see that I wrote a little post about Hugo Chavez, based upon a story that I had heard on NPR.

The gist is that Hugo Chavez is requiring Venezualan radio stations to play music of local origin in order to curb the influence of Western (particularly American) culture.

So anyways, in the comments, somebody named Semantik wrote the following:

"I like the idea of Mr. Danger, it makes a lot of sense. Plus the idea of resisting the U.S.'s corporate cultural imperialism is great."

Which is fine and all. I actually thought it was a funny comment. But check it out ---if you click on Semantik's name in the comments section, he has linked himself to http://cratekings.com/.

This is a hip-hop site.

Do I need to point out that hip-hop is exactly the kind of music that Hugo Chavez was trying to combat? When I say exactly, I mean exactly. Hip-hop is the music that Hugo Chavez didn't like on Venezualan radio.

I think it is even funnier that Semantik is aligning himself against himself. The fact that he never thought of this is a great example of the ways in which people develop opinions on things before thinking about them. Hip-hop in particular is known for it's political force and activism. So much so that being somewhat leftist is cool. As we see here, it can be put on by hip youth as a way of attempting to demonstrate solidarity with the hip-hop self-image he wishes to promote.

But I still think it's a funny comment, even if this wasn't the author's intent.

Posted at 2/27/2007 6:24:04 pm by Balloonholo
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2.26.2007
Haiku are Beautiful

I love this site.  The title kind of says it all, but once you get in and really read the haikus, you can see how much thought goes into it.  This is automatically my favorite site of this nature ever. 

Posted at 2/26/2007 8:12:23 pm by Balloonholo
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1.17.2007
Weather People in your Neighborhood

If you don't know, we in the midwest have been victim to some horrible winter weather these past few days.

It started Friday. Sleet, freezing rain, and a little (a little!) snow all weekend long. By Monday all this had stopped, but the temperatures have remained well below freezing. The cumulative effect was to cover everything in ice, ice that remains. Many were (many still are) without power.

Supposedly by today the temperatures were going to get above freezing, and we would start to see some relief: the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel.

This light has yet to appear, even faintly.

And in these past few minutes, it has started snowing again....

I have been one of the lucky ones. Our house has not lost power once since all this started. The same cannot be said for people who live even just a few blocks away. The worst thing that has happened to us ---aside from limited mobility--- is that the water main was turned off for an hour while they fixed a break in the line somewhere.

One thing I have learned during all this damned winter weather (see, we're not used to it) is that the weather experts are mostly full of it. During bad weather, I monitor the weather sources constantly. I even have a little battery-operated NOAA radio so I can hear everything as it happens.

The weather channel and the people who get their weather information from the same source as the weather channel are constantly changing their forecasts. Not in advance, but as it happens. For example, the projected high today has kept lowering as it kept getting later and the temperatures never actually went where they were supposed to.

The one place that I have found to be fairly reliable and realistic is connected to the University at Ann Arbor, Michigan. You can access them (and your forecasts) here:

http://www.wunderground.com

There was a weather-related story I meant to tell you---

Last Saturday, I ran up to the drugstore near my house to get a few things: a case of bottled water, some cat food, etc.

While I was there, I heard a lady asking the store clerk if there were any more 2-Liters of Dr. Pepper. She said no, that they were all out. Overhearing this conversation, I looked over at the soda and noticed that the place was almost cleared of soda. I also noticed that the display of bottled water was virtually untouched; I was the only person in the place that was buying any.

Later, my girl's mother was telling her that when she was at the store, the "fat people in front of her" (her words) had their carts full of soda. I wasn't the only one to notice this trend.

Can you believe that?

People know they are going to be holed up for a few days, but instead of stocking up on things like, hmmm, I don't know ---water? ---they are literally stocking up on soda? Don't get me wrong, I like my Cherry Coke. But that's a luxury item, and I limit my intake. You gotta keep that under control.

I don't mean to criticize consumers too harshly...this is really just the kind of thing to demonstrate how evil those things really are, the kind of hold they have on people. I think of that Resident Alien line (paraphrasing): "I don't drink soda, it makes my clothes tight...."

Anything that has that kind of a hold on people can't be good.

 

Posted at 1/17/2007 5:50:22 pm by Balloonholo
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1.2.2007
Blessed are ye

Hello to you faithful who check the ajiav33 every now and then. 

 

If you load this page, then kiss it, you will be blessed

Posted at 1/2/2007 5:29:11 pm by Balloonholo
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8.12.2006
link.

I saw this site on poplicks. It really is worth digging into.

 

http://www.ulillillia.us/aboutme/home.shtml

Posted at 8/12/2006 4:32:10 pm by Balloonholo
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